Day 77: Breakthroughs

Not just one or two Lord, many breakthroughs, in my family, in my church, in my life. Just to know you more than I have ever known, to be so completely transparent that it makes me sick to think of returning to where I used to be. I never want to go back to being a lazy, complacent christian that has no substance, just being religious about you God. I hate that I was so far away from you, but it looked like I was close to you. I know that I love you with all my heart and all my soul and with all my mind, not just apart of it. Even if is means me sacrificing more time, more money, more prayer, more steps to doing exactaly what you have called me to do without reservation. Oh God clean me out, make me new again, renew me, to really be the woman of God that you want me to be. To imiate you, to say what you said already to do what you did God. I thank you for the motivation and the will to just get out there and quit thinking about those things that you want me to do, but just to do it! Thank you lord, in Jesus name I pray all of these things. Amen.